I am still searching.
But I don't know why I continue searching outside, trying to meet places and people that would perhaps satisfy my needs or rather contribute for my evolution.
There is nothing outside.
We try to fit in groups, or create communities, but is pointless.
There isn't a community out there for us to fit in.
The world is all a big community, and the only place we belong to.
An interdependent unity that lives within the tensions of its varied groups.
When you don't identify you are living in between, in the gaps, and fully in those tensions, and so you tend to look for a place to fit in so that you can get the support of people alike, so you don't feel fully responsible for yourself, to easy the way.
But truly, development, can only happen on your own, even though we can share our time and live with others on the surface of our lifes, and also learn with it.
To be in groups makes things feel easier on a superficial level, but the deep social tissues of relation ships are always full of knots and snags that you will have to end up trying to sort either by accepting them or by living through them in an attempt for change. In both cases you will have an involvement and a commitment with the collective that will use much of your energy leaving you without the psychological time for your full SELF development, and creating therefore concerns and responsabilities that sometimes develop into guilt or pain.
This attachment with the world is prejudicial for the full potential of the inner self and its most tranformational blossom.
The fact I reckon is that outside is not the answer. Everything we need is inside. Only we can give to ourselves what we need, all the answers for our sucess and full development, all the choices that lead to our happiness....

So
1.Don't be concerned
2.Be positive
3. Live within yourself
4. Don't be affected by external circunstances
5. Live to your aspirations.